There are moments we may look back and feel that the frame we were born in with was too unfair or unjust. I can look back and say, that even with my baggage and experiences, I transcended out of the frame I was given. I did not only survive. Surviving is a great and important step, but it remains with us as if the link to the past memory or act is yet to be healed. Transcending is recognizing and healing that link, and go on in each moment of Now, NOT recreating emotional patterns that we were once given, but judge our reality as if it is completely new. To take away the automatic responses we once fired in our brains, and realize that these things that happened are not defining who we are. They are tools to use to sculpture the reality of who we are.

We have so many frames. ‘Me’ frame, ‘Reality’ frame, ‘Family’ frame, ‘Worth’ frame. And each of these frames come with us and will be all we know until we reach outside these boxes and realizes what lies outside as gifts and encouragements. So that the frame can break and the world can be allowed to be greater. Outside lies the opportunities and possibilities that we can realize that we are unlimited. We are Greater than we can imagine. We are worthy more than what has ever been given us. We are MORE. HIGHER. GREATER.

We are Worthy.

I was born through fear and unworthiness and came through sexual/emotional/physical abuse. These experiences don’t affect me in a limited way today. They don’t define me, they helped me transcend to a state of Mind of Love, actually. They are mountains I climbed and exceeded. They are frames I broke and left behind. They are connections to my past that I have left and healed. I am not my experiences. I am, what I think I am.

I am my Thoughts.

So, any of you. Think yourself better. Think yourself worthy. Think yourself great. You are all of these things. I can See it, I will embrace it.

I will witness it.

No, it isn’t easy. No, it isn’t something that just happen. No, it isn’t painless. But it is – most importantly – doable.

Much much Love to each and every one of you.

I BELIEVE in your ability to Rise.

I wasn't sure how to live my life beautifully, until I realized life IS the beauty I need to inhale and exhale to experience. Not only beauty AROUND me in things and colors and patterns, but in the vaves and lines and air. To embrace it in my thoughts and my words in order to allow myself to BE in it. To be worthy of it. To express it rather than savor it to myself.  I LOVE beauty, not because it is a thing, but because it is an inevitable need to my soul, and it is a Greatness I have touched and never want to be without. It is an emotional wave of immense love and light. It's not clothes, things or weight. It's not expressed by make-up, trendy clothes or new hairstyles. It is an emotional soul-reviving sensation that engulfs my being and is only shared it it's TRUE light.

I woke up this morning and turned to see the most beautiful of men next to me. Because in between us there are waves and communication in pure love and honesty. He is beauty to me by the refinement of his being. The gentleness he touch me with, the smiles he gives me, the words he stumbles on when there are not enough words. The laughters and the love but also the sorrow. I find him to be even so more beautiful in his passion, in his moments of vulnerability. In the next moment he is absolutely astounding when he is strong. I love him because of everything he represents. He IS. 

And he chose to live with Me. Share with me. Allow it to be a give and take.

THAT is beauty, and I am living it. Every Day.

Skye

So Life is playing a different tune for me nowadays. Again, changes. I believe I somewhere wrote about Changes and I continue to find my life in ever motion. My Mind is screaming because I am now FORCED to take a leap. I could have done it earlier and the change would be nothing, however obviously, I have to declare DEFEAT and then... wait.

Jump?

Somewhere you declare defeat and should JUMP to take a leap, but for me, I have created a solid ground for the future, somewhat consciously so the jump is nothing, but subconsciously I played a prank on myself. I can't see the road ahead so I have to wait.

And people who knows me understand my creeping-in-frustration Self when I have to wait. Impatient is an understatement. I want to go go go and get shit done. And my head says SURE! Let's DO it. And my body goes numb. "Forget it, I need to REST!"

My Soul says nothing but is humming to the music. It's giggling to my childish "throwing-a-fit" mode that I am in at the moment. I didn't change the tune, I didn't say it was time to dance. I am in no control and I don't like it.

But I  T R U S T  it.   

Love.

I have been, by friends and others, called many things in my untiring "path" about Love. It is quite funny in my own Mind; that a path so unlimited by all senses even has a name. That not every person in its all innermost Thought has the ability to recognize such a free-flowing state of existence.

Love in my understanding is not about the formation of previous Romanticism; nor is it based in the foundations of philosophies that - just like Epicureanism would be considered - speak of it as desire of bodily pleasures. In that same sense, it's not even Buddhistic seeking ones Mind to release into No Mind, where the Consciousness is seemingly so Vast that if you experience this Love - this Connection - it is suddenly not a Love at all; where we as Humans with our 4D environment are seemingly unable to recognize it.

I'm not even a Hippie [winks] as this world previously have seen;

with linking Love ---> Peace ---> freedom of drug use ---> open relationships ---> sex.

That wouldn't be Love to me either. Love as I have experienced it doesn't need tools to be Acknowledged; it doesn't need physical bodies to be Released. It doesn't need anything but the Allowance to be Connection formed into Thought. When grabbing at it to seemingly try to find it, to me, seems decreasing the chance of being so utterly Enthralled by it. Love to me is a Connection developed outside our frames of appearances where Nothing we do inflicts our ability to Experience it. Like an evergoing pattern of Connectivity; existing outside of Time.

It's to me a form of Energy boost; that when Enhancing its touch, it creates a will inside us to reach further or deeper. As if when we previously had a Need to Change, Love embraces us into a Will to Change. Not for power struggles or ego centrical shoot offs; but rather a feel of Invincibility and Connectivity, to Life, and People and.. Universe even.

Love embraces us to Immediate Thought; and Immediate Emotion; where we naturally respond to it BEFORE running it through our Ego and what we Need or Expect. Like a Raw, Pure, and Omnipotent Response.

It acts like a Mirror and enhances the same Response in others - like ripples; not a thing given, not a boxed concept but rather a free flowing and undeniable Reflection of "Truth".

Between two people, it indeed creates an environment where the two are constantly in Thought; interactions entwined Independant upon distance, time, or place. The completeness exists before Choice, because Love embraces outside of Time; and it exists as a foundation for being. Not what I expect, but what IS, regardless of my expectations. 

It is that which naturally combines us, completes us, creates us, manifests us. Once a connection has been established through recognition (and Awareness) it seems to be an unbroken chain of Connectivity; where each step is a re-newal of previous firing and wiring of Energy.

[smiles] 

To me, Relationships allow us to Share and Grow, Inside ourselves - if it is based upon Love. Love doesn't have to be manifested in partner relationships only.  I have a Love for my children that is just as deep.

Through me, I ALLOW Love to emanate because I REALIZE that I am in and of Love.

Like You.

Skye 

14 years ago it must have been. The start of this particular journey. Yes, it has changed with time, yet the straightness of my paths have been the same. Loops here and there, sidetracks and bumps. However always with the sight ahead. Straight. Tender steps. Humbleness.

I found it again – a set of keys forgotten. I locked them up in a box of memories and let them fade there with “things to keep”.

Now, “things to keep” only to hold them in boxes, grow into weights on shoulders without conscious thought.

And here they are reinvented into my brain. Lightening almost, over my mind’s sky – pushing the cloak away from my self.

Remember? 

Yes…?

And another look.  

HA! Yes I do!

See, I would have loved to chitchat with Leonardo da Vinci, but I presume that a chat with him would have not been as I expect. Mostly because most of his work has been understood after his death, and theories have sprouted and sprung from all things he created. He was remarkable without a doubt, but was he aware of all that he did? I wonder.

Leonardo da Vinci is said to have been the ultimate multi-tasker: an accomplished scientist, mathematician, engineer, inventor, anatomist, painter, sculptor, architect, botanist, musician, and writer. He wrote the 7 steps, which should bring one into the mind of “How To Think”.

The first is Curiosità. Curiosità is an “insatiably curious approach to life and unrelenting quest for continuous learning”.

Great minds have one characteristic in common: they continuously ask questions throughout their lives. Leonardo’s endless quest for truth and beauty clearly demonstrates this. What makes great minds different is the quality of their questions. You can increase your ability to solve problems by increasing your ability to ask good questions. Like da Vinci, you should cultivate an open mind that allows you to broaden your universe and increase your ability to explore it.

Here are some ways to apply Curiosità:

- Keep a journal. Bring a journal wherever you go and use it often. Write your ideas and thoughts there. Try to write several statements a day that start with “I wonder why/how…”

- Observe according to a theme. Choose a theme and observe things according to the theme for a day. For example, let’s say you choose “communication”. For the entire day, observe every type and instance of communication you come across. You can then record your observations in your journal.

- Stream of consciousness exercise. Pick a question and write the thoughts and associations that occur to you as they are. Don’t edit them. The important thing is to keep writing. This is also referred to as freewriting.

Ahh yes. Of course I remember.

It is time to do it again and bring you with me.

Cindy, Cebhfhionn, Tyria Atea & Eleine

Skye Awen /|\

There is nothing that says that blood is thicker than water when it comes to the people you have around you. Since the family you're born in to, isn't necessarily the group of people that are  b e s t  for you, this is even more important.

When people have the opportunity to create and use power over others, there are those who cannot control it and manipulation is taking over the instinctive response to Love and Need.

Make sure that you're with the Right ones.

And the "right" ones are the people you  c h o o s e  as keepers and supporters of your health, your Mind, and your heart in the moments when you're naked and broken. You need to be able to  t r u s t  that they will be there when you need them to. Without trying to change and judge you, without captivity of your spirit, and without the need to keep you broken.

Skye

It took time to understand in what ways I could give of myself, having "nothing". It was years wasted on running through the motions of what others defined as "something".

"I have No voice"

"I have No worth"

"I Am Nothing."

"Others" opinions were running through my veins until my Mind and my thoughts all projected completely different pictures inside me. I was Breathing. I was Known, and I could Speak. I was Worthy of everything I could Think of. I just needed keys. I needed options. I needed ways out. I needed a Will and a Choice.

I looked inside when people threw their hands at me. I closed my eyes when my world fell apart. I stopped listening when the words I heard only came with hate, bitterness, and hurt. I stopped breathing when my dreams came crashing down.

For a while I had to tremble between the urge to live and the wish to die. I feared sleeping for the horror of never waking up again. In the same breath I broke to pieces in the morning having to face another day.

Inside me a whole other scene was playing. My future was within me, ready to be what I wanted it to be and I couldn't believe it at first. Little me. The Nothing. So I took a breath and brought nuances to my dreams. I took another breath and created a solid foundation. My upbringing stole all I had, but I found .. not something I had, but I found what I am.

I grew past it. I rose up through it. I got stronger because of it. But it was not for Nothing.

It was for E v e r y t h i n g.

Because I inspire, motivate and help people. That's why I'm here. I push, I probe and I get into people's businesses, because the world need people to See, React, and Choose. I look at people's Light, their capacity to Love, and the way they can show Compassion - and I do all I can to support it.

I believe. I b e l i e v e in the personal Power every person possess, HOWEVER I also respect people's choices of NOT using, engaging or restoring their own free will. We all have our purposes. We all choose what this Purpose is. 

I believe that I am a better person when I do what I can with what I have; wherever I may be. As long as I am active in my Life - in the creation of my Future, in the giving of my Soul.

Always.

Skye