It took time to understand in what ways I could give of myself, having "nothing". It was years wasted on running through the motions of what others defined as "something".

"I have No voice"

"I have No worth"

"I Am Nothing."

"Others" opinions were running through my veins until my Mind and my thoughts all projected completely different pictures inside me. I was Breathing. I was Known, and I could Speak. I was Worthy of everything I could Think of. I just needed keys. I needed options. I needed ways out. I needed a Will and a Choice.

I looked inside when people threw their hands at me. I closed my eyes when my world fell apart. I stopped listening when the words I heard only came with hate, bitterness, and hurt. I stopped breathing when my dreams came crashing down.

For a while I had to tremble between the urge to live and the wish to die. I feared sleeping for the horror of never waking up again. In the same breath I broke to pieces in the morning having to face another day.

Inside me a whole other scene was playing. My future was within me, ready to be what I wanted it to be and I couldn't believe it at first. Little me. The Nothing. So I took a breath and brought nuances to my dreams. I took another breath and created a solid foundation. My upbringing stole all I had, but I found .. not something I had, but I found what I am.

I grew past it. I rose up through it. I got stronger because of it. But it was not for Nothing.

It was for E v e r y t h i n g.

Because I inspire, motivate and help people. That's why I'm here. I push, I probe and I get into people's businesses, because the world need people to See, React, and Choose. I look at people's Light, their capacity to Love, and the way they can show Compassion - and I do all I can to support it.

I believe. I b e l i e v e in the personal Power every person possess, HOWEVER I also respect people's choices of NOT using, engaging or restoring their own free will. We all have our purposes. We all choose what this Purpose is. 

I believe that I am a better person when I do what I can with what I have; wherever I may be. As long as I am active in my Life - in the creation of my Future, in the giving of my Soul.

Always.

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